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Sunday, December 04, 2005

...xanga is totally gone...lol..well i mean, sure there are some people that use this thing regularly...but honestly...myspace is da shitz right now i guess lol.....we'll see how long that one lasts before some smart butt out there creates something more advanced lol....

....life totally sucks...well i guess not life but just school...im only failing a couple of classes and umm.....started drivers ed last thrusday.....

...im broke ass right now pplz...(i noe none of my friends are reading this b/c their too addicted to MYSPACE  ....jus like me  hahaha.....well anywayz, im broke...dont know what the hell im gonna get everyone...guess i gotta go to my  moms each weekend so my gram can pay me for cleanin her house lol..... *damn*

well....yah, once december is over i can finally say "ONE MORE YEAR!!!!"  well gotta go....Lov Ya Guys!!

Latest Poem:

Remember when it rained

 

Remember when it rained,

You said you didn’t know

You tired to explain

That you were like fire and I was like snow.

 

Remember when it rained,

I started to cry

You said you felt the pain

That I held deep inside.

 

Remember when it rained,

You told me it was all right.

Though you didn’t feel the same,

You held me with all your might.

 

Remember when it rained,

You told me it could never be.

Now in the water I remain

Waiting again to breathe.

 

Copyright © 2005 by Kekaulike Dabis

 

November 21, 2005

 

 


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

wow...i have no clue why im updating this...i guess cause im really bored...theres too much to say whats been going on...i dont wanna relive it either...so yah...heres a recent poem i made......

 

 

Poem:

 

His Plan

 

What would He say

If He looked at me now

For half the things I do

He wouldn’t allow

 

I cannot change things

For it’s kind of too late

I am already drifting away

Clinging to the devils bait

 

Praying is not helping

When I was taught it does

But look where I stand

Look what I was

 

People would think

I’ve fallen from His hands

But you listen to me now,

This was His plan

 

Copyright © 2005 by Kekaulike Dabis

 

November 3, 2005

 


Friday, June 24, 2005

Ashamed

 

Have you ever felt so ashamed?

So ashamed that you couldn’t contain.

Contain the tears that would fall off your face.

The face you thought was a total disgrace.

 

Have you ever felt so ashamed?

That you cut yourself just to end up the same.

So plain and distorted.

Because you thought you were never loved, or supported.

 

Have you ever felt so ashamed?

You forgot how to speak.

Like the words you tried say,

Came out kind of weak.

 

Have you ever felt so ashamed?

You hid your face from the light of day.

Hoping that no one would remember you,

And just pray that they’ll walk away.

 

Have you ever felt so ashamed?

That you couldn’t hold on any longer.

Don’t worry, cause feelings like this

Can only make you stronger.

 

Copyright © 2005 by Kekaulike Dabis


Thursday, May 12, 2005

...new poem ppl!!.....

Leave!!

in times like these, you make me mad.

why cant you just leave, and forget what you had.

cant you see, your nothing to me.

you had your chance, now please just leave.

your childish ways will soon disappear.

and all the bickering i will no longer hear.

life will be pleasent, free, and fun.

this 2nd life will soon be done.

So try not to think of how it would of been,

cause i have moved on, and changed from within.

By: Me....lol...


Sunday, May 01, 2005

hey pplz!!!....im very tired...but like im updatin cuz im bored....well i leave in TWO days!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!! but i dont want to come bak cuz like i might be staying wit my mom...and i REALLY!!!! dont want to...lol...well okiee dookies!!! U take kare!!! Mahaloz!!!  

Dance!!

 

 

Glamour up and dance away,

Tomorrow is not for another day.

Call up a friend go hang out.

For there is nothing to think about.

Check out some guys, do whatever.

Don’t even think about the weather.

Time is still, the fun is on.

Go play with-what’s-his-face…John.

No one cares, just boogie down.

Show off that new expensive gown.

Have fun, and don’t worry.

Just dance, dance, and don’t hurry!!

Life is meant to have some fun,

So just keep dancing till the rise of that sun!!

 

 



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